Me: has a good day GETS HIGH

Me: has a bad day GETS HIGH

Me: has nothing to look forward to GETS HIGH

I’ve got to become best friends with myself. My body loves me no matter what destruction I subject it too. I’ve made my body put up with smoke in my lungs, alcohol burning my throat, powder stinging my nose, and invading my veins and through it all it has forgiven me by keeping my heart beating, and itself functioning all to protect me. It heals the bruises, cuts and burns even when I inflicted them. My body loves me even though I’ve fought it consistently, and almost succeeded quite a few times in killing it. It’s time I reciprocate the kindness. I need to be the kind of friend to it, that it is to me. My body and I deserve it. I am worth it.

journal entry 12/27/15 (via nicolethedopefiendqueen)

I need to love my body back.

(via nicolethedopefiendqueen)

😈😈 #new #diamonds #wet #doubletrouble #fuckmakeup #blackandredeverything (at South Side Providence)

😈😈 #new #diamonds #wet #doubletrouble #fuckmakeup #blackandredeverything (at South Side Providence)

So happy to have my nails on point again 💅🏼💁🏻 Yes I chose to stay home and take care of my sick child instead of going to the salon, even though I was missing 3 nails for like a week. 😭 Aubrey also got her toes painted the same color. 💕😻 (at Diamond...

So happy to have my nails on point again 💅🏼💁🏻 Yes I chose to stay home and take care of my sick child instead of going to the salon, even though I was missing 3 nails for like a week. 😭 Aubrey also got her toes painted the same color. 💕😻 (at Diamond Nails and Spa)

🌊🌞 #nofilter #westportma #beautifulday #hometown #thebackeddy (at The Back Eddy)

🌊🌞 #nofilter #westportma #beautifulday #hometown #thebackeddy (at The Back Eddy)